{"id":55008,"date":"2024-01-13T23:37:29","date_gmt":"2024-01-13T20:37:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/?p=55008"},"modified":"2024-01-14T12:53:19","modified_gmt":"2024-01-14T09:53:19","slug":"h-agah-kalender-yazdi-bir-baska-acidan-zulfu-livaneli","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/h-agah-kalender-yazdi-bir-baska-acidan-zulfu-livaneli\/","title":{"rendered":"H. Agah Kalender yazd\u0131.. Bir ba\u015fka a\u00e7\u0131dan Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

(The Turkish Post) – H. AGAH KALENDER<\/strong><\/p>\n

Duyan duysun, bilen bilsin b\u00f6yledir bizim sevdam\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn size iki insan \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc anlataca\u011f\u0131m. Daha do\u011frusu kahraman\u0131 m\u00fczik adam\u0131 olan iki hayat hikayesinden s\u00f6z edece\u011fim. Hik\u00e2ye dedi\u011fim kurgu, senaryo de\u011fil. Bir hayalden bahsetmiyorum ama bir masal gibi ger\u00e7ek \u00fcst\u00fc unsurlar bar\u0131nd\u0131ran iki ya\u015fam\u0131 pazar yaz\u0131s\u0131na konu edece\u011fim. Ortak noktalar\u0131 sadece m\u00fczik de\u011fil ayn\u0131 mahallenin, ayn\u0131 siyasi iklimin insanlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Bana \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 gelen \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131, t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri kadar dokunakl\u0131 hayat \u00f6yk\u00fcleri de\u2026 Ya\u015fam\u0131n nas\u0131l tevafuklara – siz tesad\u00fcf de diyebilirsiniz – gizemlere ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6receksiniz. \u0130ki hayat\u0131n \u00fczerinde kaderin nas\u0131l cilvele\u015fti\u011fini okuyacaks\u0131n\u0131z. Yaln\u0131zca m\u00fczikseverlerin g\u00f6nl\u00fcndeki tahtlar\u0131na de\u011fil gelin, bahtlar\u0131na da birlikte bakal\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bu iki ismin \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 bu topraklarda ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n kula\u011f\u0131na az \u00e7ok de\u011fmi\u015ftir. En az\u0131ndan isimlerine a\u015fina oldu\u011funuzu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Belki siyasi \u00e7izgileri sebebiyle mesafe koymu\u015f, seslerinden uzak durmu\u015f olabilirsiniz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her iki ismin de rengi ve politik duru\u015fu belirgin ve keskin. Ceviz gibi yuvarlak de\u011fil, k\u00f6\u015feli.<\/p>\n

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Kendilerini bilin\u00e7li olarak, sesleriyle cisimleriyle siyasi yelpazenin solunda konumland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f durumdalar. Hatta birisi i\u00e7in solun da solunda yani daha u\u00e7 noktada yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6ylenirse yanl\u0131\u015f olmaz.<\/p>\n

\u0130simlerini hemen vermememin sebebi ilginizi \u00e7ekebilmek ve sizi yaz\u0131n\u0131n iklimine sokabilmek i\u00e7in. \u0130ddia ediyorum, \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, t\u00fcrk\u00fclerini dinlemi\u015f olsan\u0131z bile bu iki ismi biraz sonra yazaca\u011f\u0131m y\u00f6nleriyle bilmediniz, tan\u0131mad\u0131n\u0131z. O y\u00fczden yaz\u0131y\u0131 sonuna kadar okuman\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6neririm.<\/p>\n

Eminim ki bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 bitirdikten sonra \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, t\u00fcrk\u00fclerini farkl\u0131 hislerle dinleyecek, kendilerine farkl\u0131 g\u00f6zle bakacaks\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Kim mi bu iki isim? Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli ve Ruhi Su\u2026 Tamam, isimlerini duydunuz\u2026 Peki ne kadar tan\u0131yorsunuz?<\/p>\n

\u00d6nce Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli\u2026 Kendisini yazmay\u0131 haftalar \u00f6ncesinden planlad\u0131m. Bug\u00fcn bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n yay\u0131nland\u0131\u011f\u0131 sitede \u2018Gazze\u2019de \u00f6len \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 konu edinen bir \u015fiirini okudum. Ve duyguland\u0131m. Hissederek yazm\u0131\u015f. Her bir kelime y\u00fcre\u011finin derinlerinden geliyor. Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 o \u015fiirin etkisiyle yazm\u0131yorum. Biraz sonra anlataca\u011f\u0131m, aylar \u00f6nce hayat hikayesini okumu\u015f ve hakk\u0131nda yazmaya karar vermi\u015ftim. Gazze \u015fiiri de tevafuk etti. \u0130yi de oldu.<\/p>\n

\u2018Mohsen\u2019in son nefesi\u2019 ad\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fi \u015fiiri Gazze\u2019de \u00f6len t\u00fcm \u00e7ocuklar i\u00e7in yazd\u0131: \u2018Duydunuz mu bilmem \/ \u015eu anda \/ Tam \u015fu anda \/ Bir Gazze soka\u011f\u0131nda \/ Son nefesimi verdim ben \/ Umurunuzda m\u0131 \/ Onu da bilmem \/ Ama \/ Bir dakika \u00f6nce ayaktayd\u0131m \/ \u015eimdi parampar\u00e7a \/ yerdeyim ben \/ Ge\u00e7en hafta amcam \/ D\u00fcn annem \/ Bug\u00fcn karde\u015fim ve ben \/ \u00dcstelik \/ Niye \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc bile bilmeden \/ tik tak \/ tik tak \/ tik \/ Ve \u00e7ekildi tetik \/ \u015fu anda \u015fu saniyede \/ Bir \u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fcm art\u0131k ben \/ Gazze\u2019nin bir soka\u011f\u0131nda \/ Oyun oynarken \/ Ruhsuz bir say\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fen \/ Haberlere \/ Yirmi bin k\u00fcsur \/ diye ge\u00e7en \/ \u0130\u015fte o k\u00fcsurum \/ Ben \/ Said\u2019in karde\u015fi, Hasna\u2019n\u0131no\u011flu \/ Mohsen \/ Ey analar ey babalar \/ Hay\u0131r duan\u0131z\u0131 eksik etmeyin \/ \u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fczden\u2019.<\/p>\n

Mohsen bizim bildi\u011fimiz Muhsin\u2026 Arap\u00e7a farkl\u0131 dillere aktar\u0131l\u0131rken telaffuzdan kaynakl\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fikliklere u\u011fruyor. \u015eiirin asl\u0131na halel getirmemek i\u00e7in yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi payla\u015ft\u0131m sizinle. Siz Mohsen\u2019i Muhsin olarak okuyun\u2026 Ve \u015fairini de bu y\u00fczden yad\u0131rgamay\u0131n. \u0130sme tak\u0131lmay\u0131n, \u015fiirdeki duyguya odaklan\u0131n ki \u015fiirin atmosferine girebilesiniz.<\/p>\n

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Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli\u2019nin ad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda \u2018\u00d6mer\u2019 ismi de var. Yaz\u0131n\u0131n kilit ismi i\u015fte bu \u2018\u00d6mer\u2019\u2026 Hik\u00e2ye \u00d6mer\u2019le ba\u015fl\u0131yor, \u00d6mer\u2019le bitiyor. \u0130simler kaderdir. Karaktere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Livaneli \u00e7ok y\u00f6nl\u00fc ve \u00fcretken biri. Elinde saz\u0131yla da g\u00f6rmek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn kalemle de\u2026 Do\u011frusu, eline ba\u011flama da yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, kalem de\u2026 \u0130kisini birlikte g\u00f6t\u00fcrmekte pek mahir.<\/p>\n

\u00d6zg\u00fcn bir sese sahip. \u0130nsan\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fine dokunan \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Bir yazar ve \u015fair ayn\u0131 zamanda. \u00c7ok satan romanlar\u0131 ve herkesin dilinde \u015fiirleri var. Film sekt\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcn de i\u00e7inde. Y\u00f6netti\u011fi ve m\u00fczi\u011fini yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 filmler var. \u2018Yer Demir, G\u00f6k Bak\u0131r\u2019 filmini \u00fcniversite y\u0131llar\u0131mda izlemi\u015f ve be\u011fenmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n

Livaneli bir siyaset\u00e7i\u2026 \u0130ki d\u00f6nem CHP\u2019den milletvekilli\u011fi yapt\u0131. Bir ara CHP Genel Ba\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019na aday oldu, usta siyaset\u00e7i Deniz Baykal\u2019la yar\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Recep Tayyip Erdo\u011fan\u2019\u0131n Belediye Ba\u015fkan\u0131 se\u00e7ildi\u011fi 1994 se\u00e7imlerinde SHP\u2019nin \u0130stanbul aday\u0131yd\u0131. Siyaseti \u00f6zellikle parti i\u00e7i kavgalar\u0131 sevmedi ve aktif politikaya noktay\u0131 koydu.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcne\u015fsiz, \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z ge\u00e7en uzun \u015feb-i yelda gecemde \u2018G\u00fcne\u015f topla benim i\u00e7in\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 dilime tak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eark\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015fsiz karanl\u0131kta d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda kalanlar\u0131 konu edindi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. G\u00fcne\u015f kime toplan\u0131r? G\u00fcne\u015fe hasret kalanlara elbette\u2026 \u015eark\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zlerini \u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fair \u00dclk\u00fc Tamer\u2019in yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum. Karanl\u0131k gecelerde ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fe kald\u0131rarak Tamer\u2019in \u2018\u0130\u00e7ime \u00e7ekti\u011fim hava de\u011fil g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcd\u00fcr\u2019 m\u0131sra\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131rarak okurdum. K\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda halimi anlat\u0131rken hayk\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Sesiyle \u015fiire ruh veren Livaneli\u2019nin bu \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dinliyorum \u015fu an. S\u00f6zleri ne kadar anlaml\u0131: \u2018Seher yeli \u00e7\u0131k da\u011flara \/ G\u00fcne\u015f topla benim i\u00e7in \/ Haber ilet d\u00f6rt diyara can\u0131m \/ G\u00fcne\u015f topla benim i\u00e7in \/ Umutlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \/ Kirpiklerin karas\u0131ndan \/ Geceleyin g\u00f6k y\u00fcz\u00fcnden can\u0131m \/ G\u00fcne\u015f topla benim i\u00e7in\u2026\u2019.<\/p>\n

Ne kadar anlaml\u0131 de\u011fil mi? Ya\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fsiz, karanl\u0131k duvarlar\u0131n arkas\u0131nda ge\u00e7irenlere verilecek en iyi hediye g\u00fcne\u015ftir. Onlara giderken g\u00fcne\u015f toplay\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

O uzun gecede Livaneli\u2019nin hayat\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir kitab\u0131 ge\u00e7ti elime. \u0130nce ve b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle daha \u00e7ok \u00f6\u011frenciler i\u00e7in yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 izlenimi veren kitab\u0131 soluksuz okudum. Spot \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131, y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnen Livaneli\u2019nin me\u011fer ne ilgin\u00e7 hayat \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc varm\u0131\u015f. Kitap \u00e7ok etkiledi beni. Sesini be\u011fenirdim, \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dinlerdim. Ya\u015fam\u0131ndaki ince, garip \u00e7izgileri \u00f6\u011frenince hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131m daha da artt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Soyad\u0131, \u2018Livane\u2019 Artvin\u2019in eski ismi. Babas\u0131n\u0131n dedesi \u00d6mer Bey, yerel y\u00f6netici olan Yusuf A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n o\u011flu. 93 Harbinde yani 1878 Osmanl\u0131 – Rus sava\u015f\u0131nda Yusuf A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n k\u00f6y\u00fc Ruslar taraf\u0131ndan ku\u015fat\u0131l\u0131r. Yusuf A\u011fa kendisi i\u00e7in bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck o\u011flu \u00d6mer\u2019i k\u00f6yden ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Eline verdi\u011fi bir mektupla gizlice \u00d6mer\u2019i Cephe kumandan\u0131 Ahmet Muhtar\u2019\u0131n bulundu\u011fu Erzurum\u2019a g\u00f6nderir. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra Ruslar sald\u0131r\u0131ya ge\u00e7er, k\u00f6y kanl\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fmaya sahne olur. Yusuf A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n y\u00f6neticili\u011fini yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6y t\u00fcm\u00fcyle yok edilir. Hi\u00e7 kimse hayatta kalmaz. E\u011fer ya\u015fama tutunabilirse \u00d6mer ya\u015fatacakt\u0131r aileyi ve k\u00f6y\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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Erzurum\u2019da Pa\u015fa \u00d6mer\u2019le yak\u0131ndan ilgilenir. Onu \u00f6zel muhaf\u0131z\u0131 yapar. K\u0131\u015f aylar\u0131nda \u015fartlar iki taraf i\u00e7in de a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in m\u00fctareke yap\u0131l\u0131r, ate\u015fkes ilan edilir, silahlar susar. Erzurum Ruslar\u0131n i\u015fgali alt\u0131ndad\u0131r. Ruslar halka t\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc eziyetler yapmaktad\u0131r. \u0130\u015fgal komutan\u0131 Erzurumlular\u0131 can\u0131ndan bezdirmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n

Ruslar\u0131n tav\u0131rlar\u0131na daha fazla dayanamayan m\u00fclaz\u0131m r\u00fctbesindeki \u00d6mer iki subay arkada\u015f\u0131yla birlikte Rus kumandana pusu kurar ve so\u011fuk Erzurum gecesinde meyhaneden iki korumas\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131kan komutan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrler.<\/p>\n

Bu olay \u00fczerine Erzurum kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Ve Ruslar her kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7alarak e\u015fkalini bildikleri komutanlar\u0131n\u0131 vuran ki\u015fiyi arar. \u00d6mer ve iki arkada\u015f\u0131 tedbiren askeri hastaneye yat\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r. Tan\u0131nmamalar\u0131 i\u00e7in y\u00fczleri ve v\u00fccutlar\u0131 katranlarla ovulur. Ruslar hastaneyi arad\u0131klar\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda siyahi esmer tenli ki\u015fileri g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ku\u015fkulanmazlar.<\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6nlem de bir yere kadar\u2026 Ruslar aray\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 daha da s\u0131k\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r. Bunun \u00fczerine \u00d6mer Harput Redif taburuna g\u00f6nderilir. Ve buraya yerle\u015fir, bir \u00c7erkez k\u0131zla evlenir. Z\u00fclfikar ad\u0131n\u0131 verdikleri bir erkek \u00e7ocu\u011fu d\u00fcnyaya gelir. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7meden bir seferde hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybeder. 10 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Z\u00fclfikar babas\u0131z kal\u0131r. Z\u00fclfikar da babas\u0131 gibi devlette g\u00f6rev al\u0131r ve su\u00e7lular\u0131 bulmak i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fcphelileri sorgulayan \u2018m\u00fcstantiklik\u2019 yapar.<\/p>\n

\u0130leride savc\u0131l\u0131k yapacak olan Livaneli\u2019nin babas\u0131 As\u0131m Z\u00fclfikar\u2019\u0131n o\u011fludur. \u00d6mer ve Z\u00fclf\u00fc isimleri dedesinden mirast\u0131r. \u0130lgin\u00e7 bir tesad\u00fcf veya tevafuk dedesi Z\u00fclfikar Livaneli\u2019nin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc olan 20 Haziran\u2019da ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 yitirir. Livaneli bu kader an\u0131 i\u00e7in \u2018Dedemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ve benim do\u011fum tarihim bir \u00e7e\u015fit devir teslim ta\u015f\u0131makta ailem i\u00e7in\u2026\u2019 der.<\/p>\n

Z\u00fclfikar\u2019la birlikte ailede hukuk\u00e7u gelene\u011fi ba\u015flar. Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli aile b\u00fcy\u00fcklerinin hukuk\u00e7u kimliklerine vurgu yaparken \u015f\u00f6yle diyecektir: \u2018Hukuk\u00e7u gelene\u011fimizde soyad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ilk kez \u2018san\u0131k\u2019 olarak an\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 benim sayemde olmu\u015ftur\u2019. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Livaneli siyasi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri dolay\u0131s\u0131yla kendisini k\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda san\u0131k olarak bulmu\u015ftur.<\/p>\n

Sanat\u00e7\u0131lar tehlikeyi g\u00f6ze alarak r\u00fczgara kar\u015f\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcmekten \u00e7ekinmezler ve bedelini de a\u011f\u0131r \u00f6derler. Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli askeri vesayetin kabus gibi \u00fclkenin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc 12 Mart d\u00f6neminde bir y\u0131l hapis yatar. 1972 y\u0131l\u0131nda tahliye olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen \u2018tekrar tutuklanaca\u011f\u0131\u2019 s\u00f6ylentileri \u00fczerine yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar ve uzun y\u0131llar tam 11 y\u0131l \u0130sve\u00e7\u2019te s\u00fcrg\u00fcn hayat\u0131 ya\u015far.<\/p>\n

\u015eark\u0131lar\u0131nda, \u015fiirlerinde, romanlar\u0131nda mahpuslu\u011funun izlerine s\u0131k\u00e7a rastlan\u0131r. G\u00fcne\u015f topla benim i\u00e7in \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 e\u011fer mahpus hayat\u0131 olmasayd\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmazd\u0131. Duvar \u015fark\u0131s\u0131ndaki \u015fu s\u00f6zler hayat\u0131ndan \u00e7izgiler ta\u015f\u0131r: \u2018Ne b\u00f6yle gurbet olsun \/ Ne b\u00f6yle ayr\u0131l\u0131klar \/ Kald\u0131r\u0131n duvarlar\u0131 \/ Y\u0131k\u0131n gitsin hepsini \/ Ne b\u00f6yle zul\u00fcm olsun \/ Ne b\u00f6yle \u015fark\u0131lar\u2019. Ke\u015fke olmasa zul\u00fcm de ve mazlumun sesi olan \u015fark\u0131lar\u2026<\/p>\n

Son g\u00fcnlerde \u00e7ok s\u0131k dinledi\u011fim ve hislerime terc\u00fcman olan \u2018B\u00f6yledir bizim sevdam\u0131z\u2019 par\u00e7as\u0131na da dikkatinizi \u00e7ekmek isterim: \u2018K\u0131r\u0131lsa da kanad\u0131m\u0131z \/ Asiye \u00e7\u0131ksa ad\u0131m\u0131z \/ Duyan duysun bilen bilsin \/ B\u00f6yledir bizim sevdam\u0131z\u2019. Her dinleyi\u015fimde s\u00f6zlerini hayk\u0131ras\u0131m gelir.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6nem 19’uncu y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n sonlar\u0131\u2026 \u00d6mer, Livane Sanca\u011f\u0131\u2019na ba\u011fl\u0131 bir da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnden gizlice cebine konan bir mektupla Erzurum\u2019a yollanan bir \u00e7ocuk\u2026 Bir tohumun topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fmesi gibi o \u00e7ocu\u011fun ye\u015ferip serpilerek bir a\u011faca d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesi ve bug\u00fcn \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 kimi zaman keyif kimi zaman h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenerek dinledi\u011fimiz \u00d6mer Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli ad\u0131nda bir meyve vermesi\u2026 Kaderin cilvesi de\u011fil de nedir?<\/p>\n

Bu ac\u0131yla yo\u011frulmu\u015f, yokluklarla \u00f6rselenmi\u015f sava\u015flarla kanlanm\u0131\u015f Anadolu topraklar\u0131nda ya\u015fam \u00e7izgilerinin ne denli gizemler bar\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor musunuz? Biraz k\u00f6klere e\u011fildi\u011finizde kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za ne s\u00fcrprizler \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Siyasi ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce olarak kendisini solda g\u00f6rmesine ra\u011fmen hayat\u0131n\u0131n bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6rev yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Konya\u2019da Risale-i Nur\u2019larla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131d\u0131r. Bir gen\u00e7 vas\u0131tas\u0131yla \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi Said Nursi ve eserlerinden \u00e7ok etkilenir. \u0130sterseniz kendi kaleminden okuyal\u0131m: \u2018Bir\u00e7ok kelimeyi anlamakta g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck \u00e7ekmeme ra\u011fmen yeni bir fikir ediniyordum. Kitaplar ilgin\u00e7 ve ate\u015fli bir \u00fcsl\u00fbpla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, yazar\u0131n bamba\u015fka bir T\u00fcrk\u00e7e anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Do\u011frusu kitaplarda bir edebiyat tad\u0131 bulmu\u015ftum. \u00d6ylesine h\u0131rsl\u0131, kuvvetli bir \u00fcsl\u00fbptu ki, ister istemez etkileniyordunuz. \u0130lkokul y\u0131llar\u0131nda dedemin s\u0131k\u0131 dini e\u011fitiminden ge\u00e7mi\u015f oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in terminoloji bana yabanc\u0131 de\u011fildi\u2019.<\/p>\n

Livaneli mahallesinin \u00f6n yarg\u0131larla dolu tepkilerine ald\u0131rmadan hayat\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitapta da yer verdi Said Nursi\u2019ye\u2026 En \u00e7ok etkilendi\u011fi b\u00f6l\u00fcm ise \u2018kader\u2019 bahsidir. Kader dinin en \u00e7etrefilli konusudur. Nice alim kader \u00e7\u0131kmaz\u0131nda yitip gitmi\u015ftir. Nursi\u2019nin s\u00f6yledikleri \u00e7ok ilgisini \u00e7eker Livaneli\u2019nin.<\/p>\n

Kader Risalesi\u2019ni okur ve arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sorular\u0131n cevab\u0131n\u0131 bulur: \u2018\u0130lk okudu\u011fum b\u00f6l\u00fcm kader kavram\u0131 ile ilgiliydi. E\u011fer insan\u0131n kaderi aln\u0131na yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fsa, u\u011fra\u015fmas\u0131na ne gerek var sorusu soruluyordu. O zaman insano\u011flunun i\u015fledi\u011fi g\u00fcnah da sevap da Allah\u2019a ait de\u011fil miydi? Bu soru beni m\u00fcthi\u015f ilgilendirmi\u015fti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hem varolu\u015f\u00e7uluk felsefesinin temel sorusuydu hem de Balzac ayn\u0131 soruyu \u00f6\u011fretmenine sormu\u015ftu. Said-i Nurs\u00ee adl\u0131 yazar\u0131n yorumu ve cevab\u0131 ilgin\u00e7ti: Ay tutulmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rnek g\u00f6steriyordu, insanlar Ay\u2019\u0131n hangi tarih ve saatte tutulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdi, ama bilgi, insanlar\u0131n Ay tutulmas\u0131na neden oldu\u011fu anlam\u0131na gelmezdi. Ay, kendi kurallar\u0131 ve t\u00e2bi oldu\u011fu disiplin gere\u011fince tutulurdu, biz sadece bunu \u00f6nceden bilirdik. Kader de ayn\u0131 bi\u00e7imdeydi. \u0130nsan\u0131n kaderi davran\u0131\u015f\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131. Ne var ki bu Tanr\u0131 kat\u0131nda \u00f6nceden bilinirdi. Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131 denilen \u015fey buydu\u2019.<\/p>\n

Bedi\u00fczzaman Said Nursi\u2019yi Livaneli\u2019nin a\u011fz\u0131ndan dinlemek bir\u00e7ok ki\u015fiye \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 gelebilir. \u0130lk olarak y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir dergideki yaz\u0131s\u0131nda okudu\u011fumda \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve etkilenmi\u015ftim. \u00c7ekinmeden, k\u0131nanmay\u0131 g\u00f6ze alarak bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazabilmek entelekt\u00fcel duyarl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Ve takdire \u015fayand\u0131r. F\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla de\u011fil y\u00fcksek sesle konu\u015fur.<\/p>\n

\u015eu c\u00fcmleler de Livaneli\u2019nin: \u2018Bu b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc okuduktan sonra kavakl\u0131ktaki ince esintide g\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131p d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bu kitaplar\u0131 yazan ne kadar zeki bir ki\u015fiydi. Sanki Balzac\u2019la, Kierkegaard\u2019la, Camus\u2019yle polemi\u011fe giriyor, ayn\u0131 konular\u0131 irdeliyordu; do\u011frusu \u00e7ok da mant\u0131kl\u0131 bir cevap veriyordu. O gece sabaha kadar bana verilen b\u00fct\u00fcn Said Nurs\u00ee kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 okudum. \u0130rade-i K\u00fclliye ve irade-i c\u00fcziye b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc benim cevap arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir\u00e7ok soruyu ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu. Ertesi g\u00fcn gen\u00e7lerle gene bulu\u015ftuk. Kitaplar\u0131 \u00e7ok be\u011fendi\u011fimi s\u00f6yledim. Sevindiler, bana yeni kitaplar verdiler. Onlar\u0131 okudum. O yaz Said-i Nurs\u00ee\u2019nin kitaplar\u0131 ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri epeyce ilgilendirdi beni\u2026\u2019.<\/p>\n

Bu yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 tahmin edilece\u011fi \u00fczere kendi mahallesinden baz\u0131 ki\u015filer ona kar\u015f\u0131 ac\u0131mas\u0131zca kulland\u0131. Ke\u015fke sadece kendi mahallesi olsa, kar\u015f\u0131 mahalleden de salvolara muhatap oldu. 1994 se\u00e7imlerinde Melih G\u00f6k\u00e7ek de ayn\u0131 \u00fcslup ve sert ithamlarda bulundu sonraki y\u0131llarda H\u00fcsn\u00fc Bozkurt da\u2026 Belli ki derdi sa\u011fa, sola yaranmak de\u011fil do\u011fru bildi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemek.<\/p>\n

Risale-i Nur’larla ili\u015fkisini niye devam ettirmedi? E\u011fer o yoldan y\u00fcr\u00fcseydi bug\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda bamba\u015fka bir Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli portresi yer alacakt\u0131. Kitaplara ve m\u00fcellifi Said Nursi\u2019ye olan tutkusu yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131n \u015ferh edildi\u011fi ortamla \u00f6rt\u00fc\u015fmez, bunun \u00fczerine o \u00e7arp\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 inan\u00e7 ikliminden uzakla\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Oysa as\u0131l olan kitab\u0131n kendisidir. Onu okuyanlar, takip\u00e7isi ve ta\u015f\u0131y\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olanlar tali unsurlard\u0131r. Ele\u015ftirdi\u011fi noktalar\u0131n \u00fczerine giderek, ki\u015filere tak\u0131lmadan bizzat kendisi o yolun do\u011fru ve sa\u011flam yolcusu olabilirdi.<\/p>\n

Onun bir \u015fark\u0131s\u0131yla s\u00f6yleyelim, \u2018Neylersin\u2019 ki ba\u015fka taraflara y\u00f6neldi.<\/p>\n

Fark etmi\u015f olmal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, yaz\u0131ya otururken planlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7eri\u011fi tutturamad\u0131m. Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcn dedi\u011fi gibi \u2018Yola sen \u00e7\u0131kars\u0131n, nereye ula\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kaderin belirler\u2019. Yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k ama menzile ula\u015famad\u0131k. Ruhi Su\u2019yu bir ba\u015fka yaz\u0131ya b\u0131rakmaktan ba\u015fta se\u00e7enek kalmad\u0131. Livaneli hikayesinin bu kadar uzayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ng\u00f6remedim. \u015eu s\u0131ralar bende bir hastal\u0131k bu. Klavyenin freni yok, yaz\u0131lar uzad\u0131k\u00e7a uzuyor. Ne kadar kendimi s\u0131ksam da klavyeye s\u00f6z ge\u00e7iremiyorum.<\/p>\n

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Toparlayacak olursak\u2026 Livaneli\u2019nin ba\u015fta \u2018G\u00fcne\u015f topla benim i\u00e7in\u2019 olmak \u00fczere \u2018B\u00f6yledir bizim sevdam\u0131z\u2019, \u2018E\u011fil salk\u0131m s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct e\u011fil\u2019, \u2018Nefesim nefesine\u2019, \u2018Duvarlar\u2019, \u2018Leylim Ley\u2019 par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zellikle dinlemenizi \u00f6neririm. Ve tabii Naz\u0131m Hikmet\u2019in \u015fiirinden besteledi\u011fi \u2018Karl\u0131 kay\u0131n orman\u0131nda\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da. Livaneli\u2019den ilk dinledi\u011fim eser buydu. Bunu dinledikten sonra sesinin ve bestelerinin tutkunu oldum. Naz\u0131m da ne g\u00fczel yazm\u0131\u015f: \u2018Memleket mi, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar m\u0131 \/ Gen\u00e7li\u011fim mi daha uzak?\u2019.<\/p>\n

Size hangisi daha uzak? Bana hepsi y\u0131ld\u0131zlar da gen\u00e7li\u011fim de hayalini kurdu\u011fum memleket de \u00e7ok uzak.<\/p>\n

Uzun gecelerimde okudu\u011fum romanlar\u0131ndan da g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn siyasi iklimiyle paralellikler kurdu\u011fum \u2018Son Ada\u2019y\u0131 pek be\u011fenmi\u015ftim. \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck adas\u0131n\u0131 emekli bir pa\u015fan\u0131n nas\u0131l ya\u015fanmaz bir kara par\u00e7as\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsunuz. O da muhtemelen i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu siyasi \u015fartlar\u0131 g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde bulundurarak kurgulad\u0131 roman\u0131n\u0131. \u2018Serenad\u2019 kitab\u0131ndan da \u00e7ok etkilenmi\u015ftim. Kitaplar\u0131ndan sadece ikisinin ad\u0131n\u0131 verdim. Livaneli\u2019nin t\u00fcm eserleri \u015fu so\u011fuk ve uzun k\u0131\u015f gecelerinde \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fli\u011finde keyifle okunacak ak\u0131c\u0131l\u0131kta\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir ba\u015fka a\u00e7\u0131dan Z\u00fclf\u00fc Livaneli\u2019nin hikayesini ve hayat\u0131ndan kesitleri bilmem anlatabildim mi? \u2018Duyan duysun, bilen bilsin, b\u00f6yledir bizim sevdam\u0131z\u2026\u2019. Bu sevdaya kendimi dahil ederken ey okur sizleri de davet ediyorum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(The Turkish Post) – H. AGAH KALENDER Duyan duysun, bilen bilsin b\u00f6yledir bizim sevdam\u0131z\u2026 Bug\u00fcn size iki insan \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc anlataca\u011f\u0131m. Daha do\u011frusu kahraman\u0131 m\u00fczik adam\u0131 olan iki hayat hikayesinden s\u00f6z edece\u011fim. Hik\u00e2ye dedi\u011fim kurgu, senaryo de\u011fil. Bir hayalden bahsetmiyorum ama bir masal gibi ger\u00e7ek \u00fcst\u00fc unsurlar bar\u0131nd\u0131ran iki ya\u015fam\u0131 pazar yaz\u0131s\u0131na konu edece\u011fim. Ortak noktalar\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":55009,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"jnews-multi-image_gallery":[],"jnews_single_post":{"source_name":"","source_url":"","via_name":"","via_url":"","override_template":"0","override":[{"template":"1","single_blog_custom":"","parallax":"1","fullscreen":"1","layout":"right-sidebar","sidebar":"default-sidebar","second_sidebar":"default-sidebar","sticky_sidebar":"1","share_position":"topbottom","share_float_style":"share-monocrhome","show_share_counter":"0","show_view_counter":"0","show_featured":"1","show_post_meta":"1","show_post_author":"0","show_post_author_image":"1","show_post_date":"1","post_date_format":"default","post_date_format_custom":"Y\/m\/d","show_post_category":"0","show_post_reading_time":"1","post_reading_time_wpm":"300","show_zoom_button":"1","zoom_button_out_step":"4","zoom_button_in_step":"4","show_post_tag":"1","show_prev_next_post":"0","show_popup_post":"1","number_popup_post":"2","show_author_box":"1","show_post_related":"1","show_inline_post_related":"0"}],"override_image_size":"0","image_override":[{"single_post_thumbnail_size":"crop-715","single_post_gallery_size":"crop-500"}],"trending_post":"0","trending_post_position":"meta","trending_post_label":"Trending","sponsored_post":"0","sponsored_post_label":"Sponsored by","sponsored_post_name":"","sponsored_post_url":"","sponsored_post_logo_enable":"0","sponsored_post_logo":"","sponsored_post_desc":"","disable_ad":"0"},"jnews_primary_category":{"id":"9150","hide":""},"jnews_override_bookmark_settings":{"override_bookmark_button":"0","override_show_bookmark_button":"0"},"jnews_social_meta":{"fb_title":"","fb_description":"","fb_image":"","twitter_title":"","twitter_description":"","twitter_image":""},"jnews_override_counter":{"override_view_counter":"0","view_counter_number":"0","override_share_counter":"0","share_counter_number":"0","override_like_counter":"0","like_counter_number":"0","override_dislike_counter":"0","dislike_counter_number":"0"},"footnotes":""},"categories":[9150,1],"tags":[11336,12554,315,5282],"class_list":["post-55008","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kose-yazari","category-son-haberler","tag-h-agah-kalender","tag-ruhi-su","tag-ust-manset","tag-zulfu-livaneli"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55008","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=55008"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55008\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/55009"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=55008"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=55008"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.turkishpost.net\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=55008"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}